The Sanely Insane again in conversation with Miss Hot Chocolate Fudge
For the first part click here: Of Sex n Spirituality
HCF: TSI.. a pal in africa (male) is currently got a NY chick staying with him
getting the best sexual ed he could have ever asked for
TSI: good for him; may i ask why am i being made jealous?
HCF: and is for some reason worried that anal sex may lead to disease. To the best of my knowledge that is bull, wanted to ask you to double check if there was a health hazard
TSI: if she has aids...its possible
HCF: aids - vaginal or anal, either way na
TSI: yeps
HCF: anal has no additional health hazard or does it
TSI: nopes...the usual STDs, anything in the blood
HCF: thanks! thought as much bt was not 100% certain. No - was not making u jealous, man is a scrawny boy.. recently initiated so like a boy in a zoo, jealously unwarranted
TSI: and heading directly to anal...well he's got bumper lottery :P, funnily though i didnt feel jealous, I actually cant seem to give a damn :P
HCF: yea same here he gives me details n i hear like a maternal aunt and not missing the feeling either
TSI: u have a guy u silly ass
HCF: so?
TSI: why wud u feel jealous, duh!
HCF: u do know that being in a relationship can dull the sex life also unless u are very vigilant
TSI: really? dunno...never been in one :P that long
HCF: oooh.. big hug, not being patronizing
TSI: :)
HCF: but heard u feeling lost type emotions for a while now, and now ur dng all the "actions in ur control" bt it aint happening for the now
TSI: what r u blabbering abt?
HCF: the feeling that i get that u are gng through a tired of trying phase wrt women
and are fed up and indifferent n dng the right things, like the arranged marriage etc
but heart not in it
TSI: nopes..i was giving the eye to eye look to a girl on the metro today...trousers, formal jacket, heels, kohl eyes...I jst dont want normal game anymore...I want the game...I want the girl who has the tigress in her...I've had enuf of these rabbits, I want one who'll play the game back, stand up and make conversation, those types
HCF: heard a certain jolie came back in the market ;-). And heard tantric tigress tales n occult secrets she is a owner of
TSI: I think she gets off these days by adopting kids...thats her new orgasm :P
HCF: may be u can show her a path back to her womb
TSI: we'll let the hollywood hunks do that :P I'd pefer someone more local
HCF: rakhi sawant? who wld u place as a jolie league, Sen sushmita ?
TSI: dude...i dont want an actress.
HCF: am kidding mr serious, I know u dont
TSI: why dont ppl use the ‘:P’ smilye like i do..makes it easy for everyone to understand :P
HCF: Interesting observation made today though, was in a all girl school and never got along with the uber feminine kinds, well FB had an interesting trend to show 10 years later, 90% of these are married, hve a 2-5 yr old kid, not more than 100-170 friends, and most from school, and status n pics revolving arnd the toddler, vs interestingly, a lot of the DPS/ non girl school girls, are not married, have international degrees and opinions the shocking thing!
TSI: yeah..so now we kno...parents who send girls to girls schools intend to marry them as soon as they can legally :P
HCF: yea the unwritten rule of the 25 yr cut off mark
TSI: :P
p.s. Dear African male, hope u r having the ride of your life time, with warm regards and best wishes TSI and HCF...imagine us giving our winks and thumbs up signs :P
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Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Off Sex n Spirituality
The Sanely Insane in conversation with Miss Hot Chocolate Fudge
HCF: http://www.nationalgeographic.com/adventure/0603/features/peru.html
TSI: Wow!!!
HCF: read a book on it and for sure want this to be one of the life experiences i want
TSI: i'd want to reach into the mind unsupported by any chemicals
HCF: i would too but the "shamanistic" sciences have always held me captive, the depth of their wisdom
TSI: while these 'assisted' methods are good, they can also potentially ruin u...the best is to grow into the state of facing ureself
HCF: would ordinarily agree with u, but with the shamanistic healer have an intutive trust with the ancient sciences they belong to
TSI: all of these...kundalini, shaman, gurus...while they have mastered control and thus can be of assistance to others; i'd rather fight it out and master it myself
HCF: but u cant decry the importance of a guru in almost every stage of life
TSI: becoz even masters have varying levels of mastery...so while he may be able to help u...he may also be exposing u to danger
and its very difficult to ascertain whose the right master or the wrong one
HCF: trust the universe to guide u and surrender to that trust
TSI: in that case...u might as well let the universe (the master of masters) guide u into u :)
HCF: wel said; to letting each person find the best suited path
TSI: :) u kno v shud try this together...not the peru thing… but the meditation thing
HCF: hmm, interesting idea, do u meditate?
TSI: used to....havent since quite a while now, it can b very discomforting
HCF: btw. there is this fellow , closely connected to one of my friends, and we have unexplored sexual vibe, or rather used to have these sexual vibes, not seen him since 2008 and he suggested we meet in mumbau, turned him down!, am proud of me ;-)
TSI: :)
HCF: not in the space for it rather go to the darga in the sea
TSI: :), I've been there once...though not when the qawwali was on..damn
HCF: they have sufi music there?
TSI: like mandirs have bhajans dargahs have qawwalis, even nizamudin dargah has
HCF: i know wonder if haji ali has
TSI: well they've filmed enuf of them in movies, am sure they ahve in real too
HCF: guess so
TSI: u kno watz really likeable abt u, i can have the most carnal of talks wid u and the most deeply spiritual topics too
HCF: often find the 2 inter connceted
TSI: they are...for both of them...u have to start going inside
HCF: the ability to be open abt sex is also the open ability to explore other dimensions and uncannily often ppl in trances make utterances that can only be described as orgasmic , sex was meant to be a peep into bliss for those not attempting the fuller journey often denoted as a shorter orgasm compared to meditation, but damm i miss kissing
TSI: well i cant even begin to tell wat all i miss :P
HCF: try
TSI: the feel of skin against skin...there's something so comforting...playing with the hair...the feel of the other person's weight....their heart beat felt thru their breathing
there's jst so much
HCF: miss finger tips trailing
TSI: miss taking in the upper lip and playing with it when kissing
HCF: miss tounge conversations
TSI: tht was gonna be my next :P, its so amazing how such a lil primitive thing can make u feel so close to another
HCF: yea and can be a language of its own
TSI: there's something abt kissing a girl's back...i mean dont kno why u gals like it or why we like to...but everybody likes it
HCF: men dont like their backs being kissed?
TSI: ermm i actually never thought abt it...dun no...dont think so
HCF: really i thought they did, ears are tricky some surrender some hate it
TSI: yeah i'm undecided on that also, i'm more to the hate, i like nibbling i dont like being nibbled..not there atleast
HCF: was more abt tounge in ear, that is the reference
TSI: ah hmm thts ok actually
HCF: aah hmm glad to know, abt ur spots ;-)
TSI: well in that case...u havent even started :P
HCF: some things are not abt words
TSI: yes but we clearly havent even come near my spots..except the initial bit abt tongue n kissing, but yeah i get wat u say :) ;)
HCF: else it is like getting a manual with a date
TSI: yeah and thats ugly, unless ure SRK in MNIK :P
HCF: then it becomes endearing, the joys of being a super star
TSI: :P
HCF: http://www.nationalgeographic.com/adventure/0603/features/peru.html
TSI: Wow!!!
HCF: read a book on it and for sure want this to be one of the life experiences i want
TSI: i'd want to reach into the mind unsupported by any chemicals
HCF: i would too but the "shamanistic" sciences have always held me captive, the depth of their wisdom
TSI: while these 'assisted' methods are good, they can also potentially ruin u...the best is to grow into the state of facing ureself
HCF: would ordinarily agree with u, but with the shamanistic healer have an intutive trust with the ancient sciences they belong to
TSI: all of these...kundalini, shaman, gurus...while they have mastered control and thus can be of assistance to others; i'd rather fight it out and master it myself
HCF: but u cant decry the importance of a guru in almost every stage of life
TSI: becoz even masters have varying levels of mastery...so while he may be able to help u...he may also be exposing u to danger
and its very difficult to ascertain whose the right master or the wrong one
HCF: trust the universe to guide u and surrender to that trust
TSI: in that case...u might as well let the universe (the master of masters) guide u into u :)
HCF: wel said; to letting each person find the best suited path
TSI: :) u kno v shud try this together...not the peru thing… but the meditation thing
HCF: hmm, interesting idea, do u meditate?
TSI: used to....havent since quite a while now, it can b very discomforting
HCF: btw. there is this fellow , closely connected to one of my friends, and we have unexplored sexual vibe, or rather used to have these sexual vibes, not seen him since 2008 and he suggested we meet in mumbau, turned him down!, am proud of me ;-)
TSI: :)
HCF: not in the space for it rather go to the darga in the sea
TSI: :), I've been there once...though not when the qawwali was on..damn
HCF: they have sufi music there?
TSI: like mandirs have bhajans dargahs have qawwalis, even nizamudin dargah has
HCF: i know wonder if haji ali has
TSI: well they've filmed enuf of them in movies, am sure they ahve in real too
HCF: guess so
TSI: u kno watz really likeable abt u, i can have the most carnal of talks wid u and the most deeply spiritual topics too
HCF: often find the 2 inter connceted
TSI: they are...for both of them...u have to start going inside
HCF: the ability to be open abt sex is also the open ability to explore other dimensions and uncannily often ppl in trances make utterances that can only be described as orgasmic , sex was meant to be a peep into bliss for those not attempting the fuller journey often denoted as a shorter orgasm compared to meditation, but damm i miss kissing
TSI: well i cant even begin to tell wat all i miss :P
HCF: try
TSI: the feel of skin against skin...there's something so comforting...playing with the hair...the feel of the other person's weight....their heart beat felt thru their breathing
there's jst so much
HCF: miss finger tips trailing
TSI: miss taking in the upper lip and playing with it when kissing
HCF: miss tounge conversations
TSI: tht was gonna be my next :P, its so amazing how such a lil primitive thing can make u feel so close to another
HCF: yea and can be a language of its own
TSI: there's something abt kissing a girl's back...i mean dont kno why u gals like it or why we like to...but everybody likes it
HCF: men dont like their backs being kissed?
TSI: ermm i actually never thought abt it...dun no...dont think so
HCF: really i thought they did, ears are tricky some surrender some hate it
TSI: yeah i'm undecided on that also, i'm more to the hate, i like nibbling i dont like being nibbled..not there atleast
HCF: was more abt tounge in ear, that is the reference
TSI: ah hmm thts ok actually
HCF: aah hmm glad to know, abt ur spots ;-)
TSI: well in that case...u havent even started :P
HCF: some things are not abt words
TSI: yes but we clearly havent even come near my spots..except the initial bit abt tongue n kissing, but yeah i get wat u say :) ;)
HCF: else it is like getting a manual with a date
TSI: yeah and thats ugly, unless ure SRK in MNIK :P
HCF: then it becomes endearing, the joys of being a super star
TSI: :P
Monday, July 13, 2009
Just Talking
Its been a while since I posted. So today lets just talk, no rants, no exuberance, just talk...
Life was slightly fucked up at work and it was and has been giving me a troubled time, comforting, sometimes scolding words from friends helped keep me sane...hopefully most of that is not past.
Today when I woke up at 6...and having slept at 1a.m. didnt expect it...the world felt relatively nice...went for a walk with bro...but soon the heart again took a tumbling, but then I went out shopping for a book the boss wanted...that one wasn't in stock...but i came back pretty cheerful (and down some money...and up some books for self :) )
We guys (N, G and Me) are trying to cook up a business plan...we thought we had a good idea, but then maybe not. So help us people. We've seen social networks come up right, orkut -> facebook ->twitter, not to mention online dating/matrimonial sites, professional network sites (LinkedIn)...so what is it that you feel these people miss out on...what is that one website you wish was up...
Played tennis one day only, but it was good...my serves are still with me (and thats how i seem to score points, need to work on my stroke play)
Relationships are still a bloody messy area...though i guess in a way thats good...its a pretty interesting part of my life i'd say
One thing i also observed...everybody has some fuck ups in life...and i mean everybody...and when i see everybody else's i feel greatful for the ones i've got...they don't seem that bad
Off to Oman again tonight, slightly skeptical this time but also looking forward to the challenge.
Somewhere in the past few months I lost me...maybe somewhere down the years I lost me...Or maybe to put it...i'm still finding me...Work, relationships, secrets, accusations, quite a decent masala pic...but overall i learnt more about me, and i learnt more about people....not the negative kind...but probably the same thing that I keep saying repeatedly...that everyone has their fears and aspirations...and one lesson for me...don't butt in to help people, if they want your help they'll come to you for it
But more importantly other than about other people I learnt to ask myself...what do I want to be today...at different points in my life I've tried, writing, squash, tennis, chess, blogging, knitting, cooking, badminton, swimming,photography, sketching, etc...i'm a guy who likes to do something new everyday...irrespective of whether i'm good at it or not...it took my dance teacher two months to get me from jumping monkey, to two left feet to 'people if he can do it, so can you' :P
One last bit for today...I'm not a perfect guy, or even a perfect person. I have my own fears and aspirations that drive me. There are things i'm good at, things I'm not so good at and things i absolutely suck at...but whatever I am...I am very comfortable being me...and it took me years to get to this. I don't stop striving to be a better person everyday...but I have no aspirations of being god (Greek, Roman or otherwise :P) either...
with that unconclusive babble...i close today's post :)
-The SanelyInsane
Life was slightly fucked up at work and it was and has been giving me a troubled time, comforting, sometimes scolding words from friends helped keep me sane...hopefully most of that is not past.
Today when I woke up at 6...and having slept at 1a.m. didnt expect it...the world felt relatively nice...went for a walk with bro...but soon the heart again took a tumbling, but then I went out shopping for a book the boss wanted...that one wasn't in stock...but i came back pretty cheerful (and down some money...and up some books for self :) )
We guys (N, G and Me) are trying to cook up a business plan...we thought we had a good idea, but then maybe not. So help us people. We've seen social networks come up right, orkut -> facebook ->twitter, not to mention online dating/matrimonial sites, professional network sites (LinkedIn)...so what is it that you feel these people miss out on...what is that one website you wish was up...
Played tennis one day only, but it was good...my serves are still with me (and thats how i seem to score points, need to work on my stroke play)
Relationships are still a bloody messy area...though i guess in a way thats good...its a pretty interesting part of my life i'd say
One thing i also observed...everybody has some fuck ups in life...and i mean everybody...and when i see everybody else's i feel greatful for the ones i've got...they don't seem that bad
Off to Oman again tonight, slightly skeptical this time but also looking forward to the challenge.
Somewhere in the past few months I lost me...maybe somewhere down the years I lost me...Or maybe to put it...i'm still finding me...Work, relationships, secrets, accusations, quite a decent masala pic...but overall i learnt more about me, and i learnt more about people....not the negative kind...but probably the same thing that I keep saying repeatedly...that everyone has their fears and aspirations...and one lesson for me...don't butt in to help people, if they want your help they'll come to you for it
But more importantly other than about other people I learnt to ask myself...what do I want to be today...at different points in my life I've tried, writing, squash, tennis, chess, blogging, knitting, cooking, badminton, swimming,photography, sketching, etc...i'm a guy who likes to do something new everyday...irrespective of whether i'm good at it or not...it took my dance teacher two months to get me from jumping monkey, to two left feet to 'people if he can do it, so can you' :P
One last bit for today...I'm not a perfect guy, or even a perfect person. I have my own fears and aspirations that drive me. There are things i'm good at, things I'm not so good at and things i absolutely suck at...but whatever I am...I am very comfortable being me...and it took me years to get to this. I don't stop striving to be a better person everyday...but I have no aspirations of being god (Greek, Roman or otherwise :P) either...
with that unconclusive babble...i close today's post :)
-The SanelyInsane
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