Monday, November 30, 2009

Closure

Long after the conversations have died,
the ooh and aah babys have stopped being whispered
long after the bickering fights have gone
there's just one thing that remains

the WHY

and its that, that keeps biting at the heart and won't let wounds heal
where no matter how much u smile or cracks joke, hitting the bed becomes an ordeal

...

26 comments :

ki said...

ouch

Thousif Raza said...

not always, you cry and think, and think a lot, and when that headache comes, even hitting the bed is a waste....... :(

Sparkling said...

Hmmmm...
Could tequila help? :p

sanely insane said...

i wish it could...doesnt seem like though :P

Luscious Sealed Lips said...

Nothing can pierce through your heart deeper than harsh realities.

Kisses.

sanely insane said...

Realities are our own actions speaking back to us...

Miss OverThinker said...

sometimes you just have to realize that you will never get all the answers.. that alone is the answer.. making your peace with not knowing..

sanely insane said...

@Ki yeah...ouch :P

@Thousif...yeah

@Miss Over Thinker...if only emotions played by logic...there was a dream...and to me it looked very clear like a crystal...and yet that dream got murky, the crystal broke...and the shards of broken dreams keep cutting into you at odd times...a moment of relaxed thought, in the middle of a hectic work day...there is no answer to the whys...but that was never the point :P

Pan said...

very true! like ur style esp on the short pieces :)

siras said...

Sigh..

aria said...

for me leaving the bed has been an ordeal ..

Bloody Mary said...

As trite as it sounds. This too shall pass. Believe me. Been there, done that.

Americanising Desi said...

sealed lips is spot on!

Mrinalini said...

thats what life is all about, just thank God, somethings are there forever, like your bed.. ordeal or not, time will make it better. Love :)

Quirky said...

Ahhhhhhh exactly what I'm felling now. Always the y y y y....

techno said...

Sometimes it's just that u are being paid for some wrongs in the past...That lessens the heart break...All the very best!!:)

Sanely Insane said...

sometime we dont want closure coz we r not ready 2 get over wat we had not dat we want it nymore but dat we r still not ready to let go...

sanely insane said...

aah i have a namesake :)

Harshita said...

Ahem!! :| :| thts the tuffest part of the fight...

Its so weird, we belong to the same group of blogger frenz and we never met.

Kulpreet said...

On target, pal! :)

Pri said...

i dont know what exactly u are talking about..but hope the pain ceases
wish u a very happy new year 2010!

Just telling it like it is said...

Happiness will find you...there is not always an good answer why? Just know that there will be a day when the why doesn't matter...

sanely insane said...

the why doesn't matter today...

it only raises its head to cause pain...

its not like if i found the answer to why's i'd b more at peace :P

Just telling it like it is said...

Pain I have know...believe me this last year was a transition from a 4 year relationship where I thought I would be having a family to being on my own with quitting my job and going back to school and not sure where I might fit back into a world I thought was so controlled and once beautiful...
but I can truly say a year later the pain has eased... I have found a wonderful person that I like so much better...have wonderful chemistry that seems to always evade some of the great guy friends you meet!! He's different...in a better way...and it doesn't matter what he has or who he is he...makes me smile and that is all that really matters in the end...
of the soap box what can I say I am a dreamer!!!
Hugs

wildflower said...

only a few people realise the existence of that WHY at the end

just another girl... said...

aww.